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first,

i envy those people who went, or planning, on a trip to anywhere within malaysia with their friends. Being a girl is tough, and being the only daughter in the family, makes the condition much worse. i have curfews, and i have rules to be followed. i can only go out till the clock strikes 7pm. if i go out by ktm, i've to leave by 5 from where ever i am. I cant go out each and every day in a week. i have to have gaps, so that mom wont feel i go out that much. and i dont have money. i have to work to earn it.
i've rejected my friend's invitation for a trip to tioman, i've rejected a trip to broga planned by my cousin. and plenty more rejections that i assume is the only thing i'm allowed to do this holiday.

when am i going to get permissions to experience my own trip with friends? my mom once said, she can only 'let go' of me once i am no longer under her responsibilities, which can mean only one thing, marriage. but then, wouldn't i be under my husband's responsibility in that case? and once i am a Mrs, my friends would be too, would they want to plan a trip with me then? haha.


therefore, i think the answer to that impossible question is indeed a big NO. no way, not in my whole life. never. sigh.


p/s unless if i am in melbourne ;p i've received all the green lights that i need. mom said, "dekat oversea lah the only time mama kasi pergi berjalan dengan kawan, nak tour europe, tour australia tour satu dunia, pergi laah"

tapi ma, tour malaysia macam mana? ;o




second,

it's about handbags, designer bags :D all that a girl would dream of. just a second ago, my mom gave me a non-ear-aching lecture about handbags. she told me how she bought those ballys, ferragamos, bruno maglis etc when she was around my age. she told me once you got hold on a steady job, with good salary, then, treat yourself with those expensive handbags and shoes :) because if you buy cheap ones, they can only shine for upmost a year. the expensive ones can last forever, even the design, "tidak ditelan masa" even the one my mom bought 20 years ago, the design is still in trend.

im in loooove with handbags now ;D i wanna have lots and lots of them, variety colours, designs, brands, :D coach, chanel, louis vuiton, bally, ferragamo, prada. u name it! i want all! i also dream of having my personal wardrobe of handbags, shoes, dresses, expensive baju kurungs hahaaha. an enormous one like the one you've seen in princess diaries, devils wear prada, those kind of movies :D

well, this kind of dream is only achievable by two means.
1. you get a job, work hard, get a payrise, bonus whatever and spend it
2. you marry a very rich guy, or a guy with potentials :D because rich guys are mostly ooolllddd and e.e.w. ;p



2 things learnt today.

my holidays are ending soon, yikes!

120111

my 11 year-old brother received a love letter! hahaha 11 year old kott! oh well, maybe it wasn't a love letter, maybe i exagerated it a little ;p it was a pen-pal letter, i suppose, because the other person, which is a 12 year old girl, read about the details of my brother from e-baca.

what the heck is e-baca anyway? a magazine? e-book? not a slightest idea

but but, she wasn't trying to find a pen pal. she was asking my brother if he could be her 'adik'? ewwwwwww hahahaha cari laa kat sekolah sendiri!

these youngsters, -_-"

a few weeks before, i found another love letter, but this one is for my other brother, the 15 year old one. the girl wrote if they can be just friends since my brother already has a girlfriend at that time haha. okay, maybe it wasnt a love letter, kan?


apa laaah yang menarik sangat dengan budak kecik dua orang tu? hahahaha muda muda dah pandai eh? ;p budak zaman sekarang......

11/01/11

for the past one week, my family and i 'escaped' from the hectic world of shah alam and kuala lumpur to an exquisite city full of wonderful landscapes and skyscrapers, Dubai :D

it was a bliss! the cities in Dubai are all 100 of years wayy developed than kuala lumpur. the development of buildings are all well-planned. they were all soo tall, you could hardly see the top of the buildings when inside the car or train. oh, not to forget, burj khalifa. the tallest building in the world with 166 floors (klcc only have 88, kan?) the view from the 124th floor was amazing, you could see everything from up there, the dubai mall, burj al arab, 'the world' (a group of human-made islands shaped like the world and galaxy).

shopping was also extremely awesome. it was our main mission of the escape ;) some stuffs are cheaper there than in malaysia since their currency is cheaper. 1 Dirham equals to only RM0.88. we went to numerous malls, dubai mall, emirates mall etc. Dubai mall happens to be the largest mall in the world with over hundreds of stores and outlets, even one day pon, we couldnt manage to finish our tour. inside the mall itself, there's an underwater aquarium, candylicious (the largest candy store in the world), star atrium, and many more exciting stuffs. but of course, shopping there was expensive. you can get cheap stuffs when you go to their night market, just like in malaysia ;p

in dubai, semua largest, biggest, tallest lah. haha sayang, we didnt have enough time to bring ourselves to hershey's chocolate world. sigh. kalau taakk, fuhhhh,,,

apart from that, the trip to abu dhabi was also a hard to forget. we spent one whole day to a trip there, another awesome city, which is only one hour away from dubai. from the 2nd largest mosque in the world to the ferarri world, there is only one word to describe, LEGENDAY! :D
ferrari world is one of abu dhabi's awesomeness! haha it is an amusement park, full of histories of ferrari and thrilling rides :D we even rode the world's fastest coaster, with the speed of an actual F1 ferrari car. it was amazing!
the mosque is beautifulllllll, the walls, the floors are all made of marbles, they have the largest man-made carpet, which was huge and beautiful :D

the food, yes, the food there are also indescribeable. SEDAP gila! tapi mahal gila! tapi sedap lah. hehe we ate a lot of nasi arab, but our favourite was chicken and lamb mandi! feewwiiittt, the food portion is soo big you can even share one whole plate with at least 3 starved men.


the trip was the most exciting, the best of the best. it was LEGENDARY and a trip of a lifetime.

conclusion nya, if i was given a million ringgit, i would loveee to spend it on another trip to UAE :) enough said. thee


photos will be uploaded soooon!

9th dec 2010

i think 'second thoughts' should be feared by all. they exist to make your decision harder than it already is, making you doubt about what had been decided.
i hate having a second thought. i hate it, seriously.

im not good in making decisions. sometimes the decisions i made, turned out soo good, but mostly, i regret making those decisions. people say, there are always two roads in life which we have to decide on, choose from and once you made it, its done and there will be no turning back point. one road will lead you to a may-be-hard-but-success life, and the other, may disapoint you.

ohwell, life aint always that easy, some journeys have two roads, some have three and some even have more. you just have to be smart to narrow it down and choose the best one. the problem is, how to be smart?

how to be smart people? how to be smart?


i dont know, thats why im asking!


well, above is mainly the introduction to my problem ;p. there's one thing that has been bothering me. i have to decide on my breadth subject for next year's semester. and i'm stuck between 2 roads. whether to continue japanese class or to enrol in a brand new subject? the last time i learnt japanese, it gave me an extremely hard time! i have to learn all those characters and 75kanjis demmit in only 3 months! students in boarding school were taught for one year. but after spending my one week holidays watching a japanese drama, i miss the language sooo much :D

tapi tapi tapi, kalau saya pilih jepun, nanti saya kena belajar lagi banyak kanji! penat saya menghafal, penat!


im stuck, help meee! :(

oh, if i choose the other subject, then trouble will find me in my third year. because then, i'll have to decide on what 3rd level subject i have to take. laagi susah jugak nak pilih. hrmmm entah lahhh.



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8th december 2010

a thank you note i wrote through facebook's note


"i know it has been a week since we celebrated the very special day, tapi tapi rasa mcm baru smalam! :D
thanks gazillion you guys for the warmest welcome and friendly cooperation

- to SYAT, LIYANA, ALIA - the co project managers :D you guys are superbly amazing! thanks thanks sebab tolong dari awal sampai ke last. kene tukar banyak-banyak sampaaai lah ke last minute :) i know i know i am veeeery lousy in planning things, but thanks for not complaining and terimaaaa je ;p

- to THE TARINGA DUDETTES - syera, nicole, aisyah, miza, timah pon!
thanks sebab tumpangkan rumah! sepanjang kat aussie ni, rumah korang laaaa yang paling lawa skali pernah duduk haha. had fun staying with you guys! kemas kemas rumah, masak macam nak raya, chicken pie day, maggi day hehe :D

- to THE HAWKEN DUDES - aizat, syakir, afif, fay, adam! and arif,
thanks for making the celebration a dream come true :D tanpa korang, sapeee laaaaa nak bakar ayam, sape laaaaa nak buat free show berapiii-apii hahai :D
p/s : the fire show was awesomeee and you guys are craaaaaaaazy ;p

- others - sorry lupa sebut nama, but thanks jugakk sebab tolong tolong :")

- and last but not least, thank you shazwan for everything :)
thanks for the delicious dinner, thanks for driving us to a lotttt of places - dfo harbour town dream world restoran taufufah and etc!

you guys are the coolest and most awesome!
sangat cooperative, helpful and supportive!
nak bandingkan dengan semua tempat yang pernah pergi, korang hrmmmm 10/10 :D
sebab queensland sangat best! ade citycat, ade tasik besau kat uni, ade pantai buatan manusia,
ade macam2 lah! :D nak datang lagi! :D nak datang banyak2 kali! :D
and thanks sebab menghabiskan foood; harap2 makanan haritu cukup utk semua orang, and boleh diterima perut :) kalau tak sedap, maaflah ye, saye chef grade 0.5. belum pakar lagi, baru tengah training ;p



see you guys next year in melbourne :)

thaaaaaaaanks again! :)


LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCHHHH! :)"







holidaying in brisbane was nothing but fun. despite other places i've been to, sydney, canberra, even melbourne, i have to say, brisbane is the best! people there are friendly, places there are exciting, the sceneries there are beautiful, etc!
brisbane is the place where you can get cheap roxy and quicksilver at their dfo, get to ride citycat, a small ferry thats brings you along brisbane river, experience the most exciting theme park in southern atmosphere - goldcoast! I went to dreamworld with my sayangs, shazwan and syat. we only managed to experience 3 rides, though every ride was amazing!

i miss brisbane sooo much, feel like going there every year :D but i'll definitely pay a visit there in my 3rd year. brisbane will host the next NCG after melbourne woot woot :) see you soon brisbane :)

13 february 2010

smalam, 12feb, malam, hanna bawak pegi pakli! terbayar crave aku. tapi makan nasi ayam lemon jee :) macam nak makan lagi dua tu kene next trip lah kan? hahaha oh oh, jangan lupa, aku hutang hanna rm6 *note dalam 555*. thanks hanna and hannim! :) lepas ni takbole dah nak makan2 sama2, hanim nak pegi mrsm dah rabu nih uhu. good luck hanim! hana pon, dekat shah alam je, tapi nak jumpa dia payah! nak jumpa PM lg senang =P dia busy dengan assignment katenye, budak architecture lah katekan, mmg busy.

hari ni, banyak masalah nyeee. penat ada, sakit hati ada. haihhh. dari awal2 lagi, gaduh dgn seseorang ni, dah tension dah. pastu petang pulak kene marah dengan mama. mama nak ajak makan luar, family dinner dekat Sri TTDI, makan kerang bakar. tapi aku nak pegi hantar kawan aku, esyatees, dia nak terbang ke adelaide. lepas ni tak jumpa dahh huhu. so, mama marah2 lahh, mama cakap asyik spent time dengan kawan jee, dengan family tak pooonnn. pastu kene laaahh berleter sepanjang hari. masalahnye, kite kat rumah dari pagi sampai petang, mama takda kat rumah pon. sekejap je nak jumpa kawan, bukannye selaluu. ni kali pertama and terakhir aku nak menghantar kawan dekat klia. dulu, aku nak pegi tak kasi, sekarang xkasi pulak, bila lagi laaa nak ada perasaan ekcited nak hantar kawan fly kan? huhu pastu sepanjang minggu ni dah takda kawan aku fly dah. tunggu turn aku pulak jumaat pagi akan datang.


tapi aku pegi jugak hantar kawan aku tadi. pegi dengan faus, ingat nak naek public je, tapi faus suruh teman de bawak kereta, ye lah, malam kan, mesti scary. evethough aku taw mama marah, tapi kalau aku cancel plan aku tadi, bukannye boleh pon pegi, sebab adik aku, Alan, dia nak pegi bday party kawan de. so, aku mintak permision ayah aku untuk pegi. mama tak cakap pon dengan aku sepanjang hari. sorry ma :( lepas ni tak kluar dah dengan kawan, didy duk rumah je okeh. saaaamapai hari jumaat.


flight syates pukol 9.45, tapi diorang masuk 8.30. sejam sebelum. nasib baik sempat lah jumpa syates. sbb kitorang sampai pukol 7.40. solat2 pastu serbu dia terus haha. ramai jugak yang fly malam tu. 10 orang, yang aku ingat syates, aida, wani, pokka, halim, botak, tur, im, sape lg eh?
budak mara lahh. budak jpa lg banyak rasenye. tapi tak sempat nak jumpeee. ada hani, moja, semua lah haha. best tengok orang nak fly ni, pakai smart2, pakai formal dengan tie semua, pastu pakai jaket mara, cheewaahh haha. smart lah kot. =P pastu si syates ni, dia bawak keluarga dia dari merata tempat haha. family dia sorang je dah muat satu bas =P mmg ramai. tapi paling terharu tengok time dia dah nak kene masuk, salam2 dengan siblings dia, semuaaa banjir. even adik lelaki dia, huhu, paling beriya menangis. yelah, mesti sayang dekat kakak dia. kitorang tengok pon, dah sebak dah.

nak bet tak time didy fly nanti, takda sorang pon menangis! haha RM10 untuk tidak! :)


itu saje, perjalanan pegi dan balik dari klia selamat je :) thanks to faus! ehehe jalan nak g klia pon senang jeee, straaaaiiiggggghtt je. tapi mengantuk la kalau bawak sorang huhu.
sampai rumah pukol 10.30. penattt, balik dan tidor! hehe


6 hari lagiii :)